End of Summer Vacation

I took a ten minute break at work the other day to draw (the drawings are up in traditional illustrations). When I came home, I felt like tracing them using the pens I bought in Japan. As expected, they worked really well, even though they only cost me about 50 cents each! I love Japan. <3



I also wanted to color the two pieces, even though I had no clue what colors to use. After a moment of thought, I decided to go with the flow, be spontaneous, and use any color that comes to mind. After all, the drawings themselves were done this way (I had no idea what I was doing). I chose the colors at random, hoping that they will turn out great in the end. I am still unsure what I think of the final result. I titled the first drawing 'Aki' because I wanted the color of her hair to represent the fall season. It came out brighter than I intended, so I should have used more green and brown instead of red and purple. XP I had fun doing the hair, which inspired me to do a second drawing. This time, I wanted the girl to look more cutsey and with curly short hair.

Today is also the last day of my summer vacation! Throughout summer, I worked, went to class, hung out with friends, did some baking (most recently mango cheesecake!), some cooking (oyako donburi!), went out shopping (bought a pink nano iPod!), took pictures of pretty plants (at Queen Kapiolani Garden), watched dramas (Pride and Tokyo Love Story) at night, read plenty of manga (Monster!), one novel (Love Over Scotland), tried new food (ravioli!), and got contact lenses...

Speaking of contact lenses, I'm really ecstatic that I finally get to try them out! However, I'm having a hard time putting them on because of my small eyes. When the assistant came to put them on, he struggled so much that it made me feel really bad. He made me think that it was impossible to fit contact lenses in~ but when the doctor came in, she popped them in like nothing. The assistant that came in afterward to train me was also able to get them in. She reassured me and told me that my eyes aren't small at all~ I only need more practice. I hope I learn how to get them on soon!

Overall, I guess it was a pretty good summer, minus the humid weather, bug bites, and my infected left ring finger. -_-;;; I still don't feel like a senior yet, but I look forward to my new classes, especially yearbook! :)

I hope everyone enjoys the rest of their summer vacation while it lasts!

A Bug Story

Not many people know this, but it takes a brave person to work at the library. One constantly has to deal with all kinds of insects and even rats! A few weeks ago, a rather large centipede gave one of the workers quite a scare and the janitor killed it. I came across a few bugs myself, including this certain silver bug which I've never seen before coming to work at the library. My supervisor says that it likes paper, so it is not a surprise to see it often hidden among the books. We had an ant problem a while back, but that was resolved when the maintenance staff applied a type of poison that would kill it.

Today, we had a little episode with an enormous cockroach at the work room. It was a very ugly creature with long antennas. Nobody wanted to be the one to kill it...but we had to get rid of it. I was able to kill it by spraying it, putting a paper towel over it, and stomping it with my left foot. My supervisor insisted on the paper towel and I was reluctant to have cockroach guts on the sole of my pink Ralph Lauren sneakers. :)

Later that day, a dead moth flew right out when I pulled out a mis-shelved book...

Type A?!

Having gone over intelligence, emotions, motivation, and human development in psych, we are now going over personality. There still isn't a single definition for the word, "personality" since it refers to something abstract...but there are many theories on the subject. One theory in particular grabbed my attention and it was not even proposed by a psychologist! Ray Rosenman was a cardiologist who incidentally noticed certain traits in his patients. When the professor described the different types of personalities Rosenman discovered, I nearly shrank in my seat because it felt like he was talking about me!

People classified as Type A are those who are always in a hurry and never have the time to do anything. They hate having to wait for anything, they hate lines, and they hate vacation. They are multi-taskers and are very competitive people. They cannot do something for the sake of doing something - Type A's are very competitive. They're workaholics! These people also tend to eat fast and walk fast... Type B people, on the other hand, are more relaxed.

If I weren't Asian, my eyes probably would have popped out! It's amazing (and really horrible!) how incredibly accurate this description is of me. As much as I'd like to deny it, there is no question about it. I am Type A! *sobs*

I've always known there is something wrong with this personality of mine. I've never felt as if I truly belonged in this world because I'm always out of sync with everyone else. I can't bring myself to...relax. The scary thing about the description of Type A people is that almost everything is true about me, except that I don't hate vacation...but maybe I did last year, when I was bored out of my mind. ;_;

But it is true that I am always rushing, rushing, rushing. The prof mentioned how his older sister was a Type A person. She was always stressed out, so he told her to come down to Hawaii for a vacation. "I'll teach you how to relax," he said.

She came here from Colorado and asked him, "Okay, so tell me about this relax thing. How do you do it?!"

Hitting balls have always helped him relax so he told her to a golf course. He was having a good time, swinging away. When he turned around to look at how she was doing, he discovered that she had already finished hitting the entire batch. She thought the goal was to hit as much balls as possible in the shortest amount of time.

After returning to Colorado, she called him up and said, "You know, what? You're right about this relax thing. I've got a golf appointment at 3 and then I'm going fishing at 5..." And the list goes on.

The point is that she even scheduled her "relaxation" time. She was back to herself.

After hearing all of this, I was starting to wonder if there was any hope for Type A people...a cure, perhaps? It is obvious that we are no fun to be around. The prof suggested that we make everything extra slow for Type A people, such as getting them an extra slow car, etc. But I can just imagine how irritating that would be! DX

Maybe I should feel better to know that it wasn't just me. Type A people act like this because...well, that's just how they are. They cannot help themselves. I have an excuse now; there is actually a reason why I am this way. But it's funny to realize that there are actually other people like this that exist out there! O_O Frightening, isn't it?

Now the prof said that all of this [characteristics of Type A behavior] was fine, as long as this one thing added toward the list: hostility. That's when you're more likely of getting a heart attack.

Oh, boy. ^^;
I'm not hostile!
But I shouldn't cheer. ~_~

The heat is killing me...

The heat is killing me...



...and when it is combined with the moisture in the air, why, that spells complete disaster. It really puts a damper on my mood. >_<

I had my yearly check up with the eye doctor this morning~ there was a lot of waiting...and waiting...and waiting. I have always dreaded going to the eye doctor because my eyes would simply get worse each year and my mom would yell and yell...it was all very unpleasant. Today was the first time I went without her (she has always insisted on coming with me) and also the day I got a prescription for contact lenses. I have despised wearing glasses all of my life, not simply for aesthetic reasons (glasses are considered "trendy" nowadays which is stupid because I would dump my glasses the minute I get clear vision) but because they're inconvenient and uncomfortable. I hate how heavy they are and I hate how it constantly slides down my nose. Lately, I've been also having these annoying dizzy spells. My vision is blurry, even though I am wearing my glasses. This makes it very hard for me to study.

I went grocery shopping with my sister right after the appointment, buying ground beef to make spaghetti for lunch and some cream cheese so that I could make some cheesecake in the future. ^.~ The rest of the day was spent helping my friend out at her family's bubble tea drink shop in Waikiki. She also sells fruit smoothies, fruit bowls, Vietnamese coffee, and shave ice.

I had my very first bubble tea drink! There were many different flavors available, including coconut, papaya, lychee, green tea, peach, mango, cappuccino, coffee, mocha, chocolate, honeydew, taro, strawberry, but I had the original milk tea. I also had two sips of Vietnamese coffee. Vietnamese coffee has a nice and strong flavor and I rather like it, even though I've only had five sips of coffee in my life. This is not because I hate coffee...it is simply because I could not be bothered to spend so much money just for a drink. But I oh, I do *love* the smell of coffee! ~_~

Another thing I've been loving lately are carrots. I don't know why, but I'm really starting to like carrots! And that means cooked carrots of course! None of that raw-food nonsense. I can't eat salads...munching on raw greens make me feel like a rabbit. I'm not a rabbit.

I'm also finally reading a novel again! :) For a while, I've taken a liking to non-fiction, but I'm eager to get back to fiction. Right now, I'm reading "Love Over Scotland" by Alexander McCall Smith. I simply adore McCall Smith's books! I have "Shelter" by Susan Palwick next on my list...I've never read any of her books but the prologue grabbed my attention.

I also feel a very faint sense of happiness today. It is not overpowering, but it is there. I am usually unhappy, and this may be due to the negativity at home (with the constant yelling)... There isn't necessarily anything to be angry or yell about...oddly, it almost seems like a sort of habit. It simply wouldn't BE mom if she WASN'T yelling. (Not that this fact makes the situation any less horrid!) People outside of this family do not have to deal with this, so they would not understand, but it is strange to feel happiness for something that other people take for granted.