Weak

Yikes! I didn't realize that my last post was in October and that it's almost the end of November! How time flies! Not much is new with me. I had a sore throat last Friday, which developed into a cold and a slight fever on Saturday. I called the library to tell them I was not feeling well. Instead, I chose to stay home to do my English homework (part of my never-ending list of work to do). I guess that wasn't such a bright idea, though, because I fell off my chair when I was typing the revision of an essay. I mean, what kind of idiot does that?! I scraped the part of my arm that is a little above my elbow. Ouch!

On Sunday, I was especially stressing in the morning because I felt horrible and sickly but I had a lot of studying to do and oh no why can't time stop just once? But no, I still had to study, sick or not. I didn't want to fail...I grew up having that to be one of my biggest fears. I took A LOT of different pills (for sore throat, cold, fever, etc.) and studied in vain. My head was pounding slightly and I was feeling incredibly weak so I laid in bed for a while. After napping for an hour or so, I woke up with my head spinning more than ever. I hate that I can't take naps in the afternoon when I feel tired because I always wake up with a headache.

In the afternoon, Jenny and Zane left to buy Zane a suit. It was a miracle that my parents didn't bother me so I was able to concentrate on studying for my Chapter 7 & 8 Physics test in peace. And a miracle happened because I could actually concentrate (or maybe it's just the pills doing the magic, hehe). It's always very hard for me to read my Physics textbook. I dread it because I never understand what I'm reading. It takes a tremendous amount of effort and discipline to go through it. =) After five hours or so, I felt confident that I would do well on the test tomorrow. At night, I started studying for the Chapter 3 math test. I stayed up a little later than I intended because I saw some pictures of Dong Bang Shin Ki and I simply could NOT stop myself from going through them and saving them. I swear, the fangirl in me took over my body.

Me, "Go to sleeeeeppp! You have a test first thing tomorrow and you're sick."
Fangirl, "Wow, lookit how big these scans are!"
Me, "Look at the time. You have school tomorrow."
Fangirl, "Oh my gosh, not only pictures of Jaejoong, but all the other members too! <3"
Me, "GO TO SLEEP!"
Fangirl, "Har har, Micky looks weird in this picture."
Me, "..."

The fangirl won and I had to wait until she was satisfied with all the pictures she saved before going to bed. @_@

My fever is gone now (I think) but my cold is still there because I had to blow my nose multiple times during the test. My friend (who sat next to me) also caught a cold so we were both blowing our noses, lol. It seems like I just have to get sick at least once a year or something...and I'm especially vulnerable in the winter. (What is wrong with me! I live in Hawaii!)

I hope everyone else is taking better care of themselves than me! Take care!