Yay, I'm officially done with classes and work for today!

Dinner in 15 minutes and then the library to study for my art history midterm! This is how I feel about art history...always:



I'm deathly afraid. I studied for 8 hours on the first quiz (barely received an A) and studied 5 hours for the second quiz (received a B). This midterm just might kill me because I have to write two essays...and writing counts!

But no, I can do this! I don't want to jinx it, but life has been pretty sweet so far. Of course, I've had drama and my crazy-no-time-for-anything-shitty weeks, but the past three day weekend was exactly what I needed!

This is the first time in my life that I've had a guy friend who is so candid toward me, divulging not exactly what you would call secrets but things you don't tell everyone. I've made several guy friends since coming to college, but none of them have talked to me in this way before. He is very comfortable with me and can say whatever. I realize how precious that feeling is and it makes me feel very happy.

On another note, he never ceases to shock me with the things he says. I don't know why it surprises me, but I just never expect it or see it coming. Being with him is interesting and he feels the same about me (haha, I don't think I can remain mysterious for long though!)

I am conscious of being careful. I've broken off relationships with people last year and cried several times because it upset me so much. Now I am afraid of getting too close to people and make new friends because I don't want the same thing to happen. I hope the good relationships I have with everyone right now lasts. ^^

P.S. All of the heaters in Lausanne are broken. How ironic is it that the tech shop is located in Lausanne? And what is up with my history with broken heaters on the coldest days? A friend from home just asked me how I was doing a day before it started to get really cold. I've been freezing my butt off!