Friday, January 15, 2010

What is your fondest memory of high school?

I can't think of a specific moment.

I don't know if it is because 1) I don't have one, 2) I have a bad memory, or 3) I am too lazy to try to remember. I think it might be the last one.

What I do remember is that senior year was the best, but by far, one of the most stressful times I've had. Not only because of classes, AP exams, and college apps, but also drama among friends. Thankfully, I wasn't a part of most dramas, but I do remember many moments regretting something I have said. Maybe I am too serious, which is why people cannot tell when I'm joking or being sarcastic.

I used to beat myself up over it all the time, scolding myself, "Why did you say that?" and wishing that I could think before I speak.

But I didn't think I could actually do this because of my brash personality.
I was surprised that I managed to achieve this now that I'm in college...but it might have gone to the point where I have become a little too self-conscious and aware of everything I say. Again, I find myself unable to relax.

I've always thought it was good to think before you speak, but it is not because you can't be fun and have fun.

New Year's Resolution for 2010:
Stop walking on this tightrope already and jump!

2 comments:

Unknown said...

aww man, there's no "like" button here like Facebook. XD wanted to "like* your New Year's Resolution :]

Kelli said...

lol is this from the night up at the north shore?

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